Long days...

Well it's the end of a verrrrry long Monday... Here's how today went:
4:30 AM: Alarm goes off
5:30 AM: Arrive at the hospital to observe a brain surgery (which I was so excited about that I could hardly sleep!)
5:32 AM: Get told that I cannot observe because I'm not allowed in the OR (So lame! Had I known, I wouldn't have come at all!)
6:00 AM: Arrive back home from a pointless trip and go back to bed.
11:00 AM: Wake up, and get ready for the rest of my day.
And the rest of the day goes like normal: class, lab, homework, dinner, homework, and now here we are at bedtime. I almost feel too tired to go to sleep... I need to do something!! This has been driving me crazy the past couple of weeks... My first round of tests happens late next week, so it's too early to begin preparing now, but I also feel so useless! Lots of time spent on facebook and watching "Best and worst dressed" shows from the Grammys last night :)

There is also lots of drama going on... In a nutshell, boys are STUPID. If you know the story, you know what I'm talking about. If you don't, just take my word for it. One thing I have learned this semester so far is that you should not put all your eggs in one basket. I am 20 years old, and even though I feel ancient, I know that God has his time and place for me to meet Mr. Right and that the only thing I can do right now is pray for him. I have spent so much of my life so far tryyyying to make things work with certain people and just thinking that if I worked hard enough, we might end up together. Now I know that while hard work is still necessary for a healthy relationship, God's voice is ALWAYS what I need to listen to. Man by nature is stubborn, and we all have trouble listening to God's commands all the time. But this is something that I am trying to work on. I hope that my Christian family tells me when I have fallen, and I hope they can help pick me up.

This was another wonderful venting session, and for now, Goodnight Moon.